SENIOR YEAR AND GRADUATING!

What can i say about this? umm.. im not going to front like im not excited but then again i dont want to graduate. There are many reasons why i wanna stay in high school and not graduate, high school is easy, stay a little kid, dont need to worry about the real world, no responsibilities etc and theres way more. To be honest i hate it when people say "oh yes i cant wait to graduate, like there not going to miss it"! when we all know you really are! well i guess there are some people who will not miss high school at all because maybe they had a tough time and what not, but dont front like it wasnt fun. Ima tell the truth and i really think ima miss high school. i aint no pussy but i will be that one person who will cry at graduation or at home when im alone. High school has done alot for me in my life like teaching me stuff that i could use in the real world when it comes down to it. Going through stuff in my life and realizing that lifes too short to be sad, mad, stressed out, worrying about the little things all the time really isnt worth it. So how i see it, im make the best of my last couple of week of high school!!!! charish every moment of it because when are you really going back to high school? you only go to high school once. How i see it, after high school is going to be stressful. Going to school and trying to get my schooling done to be a successful man in whatever i decide on what to do with my life. See, in high school i didnt really focus and think about what i wanted to be when i grow up. Freshman year i do remember not really caring about school at all but then getting ok grades at the same time. all i really know was that ive always wanted to be a fire fighter ever since i was little and when i think about what i want to be right now has really changed because when i think about fire fighters, i cant really stay away from my family when i have one. There are so many jobs out there, you cant even name all of them, so many choices!
What I am going to miss about high school are all my friends really! I could already tell on who im going to see still and who im not going to see anymore. some poeple are going out of state for schooling, some are going to enlist in the navy, army, air force, and some people you may never see ever again. So lets just say, charish every moment you have left, do everything you can while your young hahah. What has really influenced me to do everything i can in high school are the people who actually graduated. They always tell me "Live high school, do everything you can" they say this because they have regrets, like they regret not doing this and not doing that.
You know, ima always be a kid at heart and i dont think ima ever grow up! i hate being serious because theres no fun to it. Like when i grow up and have a job, i want that job to be fun, fun to where i dont even need to call it my job. So if you cant already tell where im tryna go here its ok because i dont really know either hahahaha.All im tryna is, school is almost over!!! June 17th is the day my fellow classmates and I finally graduate and head to the real world if you want to call it that. CLASS OF 2010!